MelanieBear11

I was trying to be happy but now I'm trying to disappear my vision is blurred and I'm just tryin to see clear this world sucks and the people do to I'm still tryna figure out what's false and what's true this pain always fades but it never goes away It's getting harder and harder just to get through the day... Only things that helps are starting to begin the songs that speak the way I think I've been or the release from a slit on my soft, warm skin or the feeling from taking a hit that I can sense within... my bones, crumble more and more as I lay here crying on my cold hard floor I just cant take it anymore... My thoughts